2020 ... My Worse Year

Assalamualaikum to all of you..

This is my story. 2020 i really hope for a better future but honestly i dont see my future with this company... How come i became so weak,,, hopeless like this.. I know every year outside county also have a negative impact to their economy, same goes Malaysia. but i didn't expected the impact will be worse like this. its unbelievable My heart is not OKAY Same goes my ,mind.. How to express my feeling when i dont know how to describe. i dont know ijust  .. hmmmmmmmmmmmm

Salam Sayang,
Zeera Rose

Welcome 2020

Welcome 2020...

Alhamdulilah for this opportunity , 2020 hope for better future but why Im still here nothing much different with my life . Just be stronger than before. Just keep and calm do my work . Nothing is impossible if i will  still try until successful. I believe 2020 is a challenge year for me. To grab as much experience and as much knowledge for my future. I m actually just keep going not worried about other thing that make me sad. i just want to be happy. Not too think much about My JODOH , about other people feeling towards me . For me i will walk away from negative vibe because i think i don't deserve to tread badly with anyone. Im 28 years old now and i dont have time to think who like me who dont like me. I dont have time to think why i hate people. its just a piece of shit in my life.i just want to calm and keep going. Always remembers Allah SWT. My family is my evrything. I love them

Salam Sayang,

Ziera Rose

frustrated , insecure and Fed up

those are my damn feeling nowdays. I want to screaming very hard to tell people how i hate doing this. why must me. im not okey with particular condition. Dear Miss boss if you know how frustrated i am nowww.. hmmm this thing is not right. i just dont know how to express my feeling. i want to say. i dont like theseee. i dont want to understand. i dont want. I will became depress like this. i want freedom when i can make my own decision. i just hate this feeling. nothing  much i can do but at least have a consideration. i love my work but sometime i hate my work because of a simple thing but dont know how to make someone understand. :)

My life not happy ending but Im truly Happy

Assalamualaikum..

Im not good as many people but i just want to share to all of you about how happy i am.  Maybe 1 year before i write how horrible my life because my work seem not happy.. but now Alhamdulilah my life seem happy than before. I Have a good friend . I have a good boss.. I have my best parents to guide me. i wont ask for anything because im glad that what i have.. but hmmmm maybe i should ask for Husband. I really need someone who i can depend , who i can share my problem and someone who understand who i am... InsyAllah one i will meet with my Mr Right. Maybe left but i can drag that guy to the left. HAHAHAHAH just jokingg... So my story here is I want to Thanks to Allah for evrythingg :)

Salam Sayang,
ZieeraRose

CRUEL!

Hello gals,

so the chosen topic after 3 years, sorry for not posting anything. Actually i just not in mood to do anything because my mind, my soul it's not here.why? maybe something could happen to any of you. yes! after half of year... I'm starting working at B****.. so this place is quite interesting but people here is cruel. do u know why i'm say like that? firstly, people who have power, money, networking always on the top, so what level suitable to people like me? how i'm going to survive? I don't have nothing. ZERO! but i can promise to fulfill my responsibility  towards my task. But something happen to me when i dont know who say something that hurt me. i dont know why i'm so weak like a children. gosh! i dont felt good anymore. wanna crying so hard. People always says "Doa orang yang teraniaya mudah dimakmulkan and i hope so. I just dont like this person badly. whyyy ! well politic in office is not new nowdays.

so that is my story. wish me luck gals. :)

sayang,
zierraa

Habis sudah .. tunggu Praktikal

Assalamualaikum...

Sayang2 sekalian, aku dah habis studyy yeayy boleh merdeka! no no ! belom boleh lagi. Satu lagi cabaran yg perlu aku hadapi iaitu praktikal.Hmm kat mana? No tak tahu lagi, Semua no respond. I hate waiting! but never mind untuk Masa depan kan. hmm dah habis dah pun. Rinduuuu semuanyaaa... diorg semua make my life shine like a diomand. Dulu waktu sem 1, ade 3 org kawan yang akan teman aku lepak. Zana, vee dan aishah. kemane aku ngan diorg lah. Buat assignment pon sameee.. hmm mase tu rasa terpinggir pon ade. yelah kiteorg bertiga, Ekceli ade lagi kawan tpi mcm x rapat sangat. Korang nak tahu tak? pastuu jumpa amoi, Satu blog ngan dia. Ha ha ha. memang kelakar. Firstly jumpa dia kan aku tak tahu dia ni cakap lajuuu... Aiseyman! pastu bhasa dia pelik. Aku amek masa nk paham di cakap ape. lame wooo... tpi sampai sekrg kami rapat. Ade gaduh sikit2... rerrrr tpi aku suke kawan dgn diaa. same kepala ngan akuuu kelakarrrr.. Kalau amoi baca nk cakapppp Amoiii rinduuuuu woooo.. ! Vee pon. rindduuuu Aishah ofcoss laa , Masa MDS lagi kenal dia.

Vaneesa Bilda. kawan kesayangan

Zanariah Mohamad

Aishah Zaid. Kenal dia ni dari MDS lagi

So, my life is berkembang lagi dgn Kehadiran Amoi .kenal dari Sem 1 jugak ni. 

Annysa Izaty a.k.a Amoi. jgn pelik eyy fesyen dia memang macam ni

So , the next iss.. Sem 2. aku jumpa rakan baru. Eleh senornya tak la baru sangat tp barulaa jugakk.. sebb kiteorg buat tugasan sesame. Wani, ippah, Nad , Wawa, 

IPPAH & HAZWANI

WAWA & NAD

tung, tang, tung tang, pejam celik, pejam celik. dah masuk sem 3. aku jumpa orang baruu.. Shila, Fareedah dan Mira. 

Roomate sweet kununnyaa
Fareedah a.k.a Pidot dan Shahila 

Mira.. paling muda sekaliiii

maka cukuplah perkenalan kami. Masih ramai lagi tpi geng ni lah yg aku selalu lepak. Aku sush diorg ade, diorg sush aku ade, Aku syg diorg ni. Masa aku lemah Allah kirimkan mereka untuk membantu menguatkan semangat aku.Waktu aku menangis ,mereka pinjamkan bahu untuk aku lebih bertenang dan waktu aku suka aku selalu share dgn diorg. Thanks korang untuk 2tahun setengah yang sangat bernilai... Aku syg giler kat Korang... 

Akhir kata , I'm wish goodluck kat korang and remember one thing, I always ade bila korang perlukan akuuu.. Goodluck Intern ! kalau kawen nnti jemput tawwww... xoxo

Salam syg

Ziera Zaini

Aku sedar sesuatuu..

Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera

Hai you olls. haa ade idok ni? okey hari ni aku nak story pasal sesuatu. Aku terjumpa satu blog ni. nama dia....  Okey lepas je aku baca cerita dia aku  sedar sesuatu yg tak ada yg perfrct.. Dulu aku selalu be like"ooo Dena Bahrin sangat beruntung dapat suami yg kacak lagi beriman, ooo Irine Nadia untungnyaaa Laki dia boommm... untungnyaaa diaorgg" but now i realize something that tak semua org beruntung mcm mereka. Mcam blog yg aku baca tuu dia mengenai perkahwinan dengan lelaki yg berusia. sedangkan dia muda gilee. but why dia pilih lelaki mcm tu. I mean tua? sampai mak ayah pon tak restu. It about 10 years beza umur. Seriouslyy aku pelik sangat,, sangat pelik. Rasa resah dalam diri ni takpayah cakappp.. but aku pon continue bacaa and aku terima hakikat yg kalau kita sygkan seseorg secara ikhlas kita takkn nampak kekurangan dia.  Pelik kehidupan ni kan. betul semua orang nak org cakap macam pinang dibelah dua, mcam kelapa dengan santan, macam puteri dgn raja dan blablabla.. but kalau dah jodoh tak kemana. Okey aku mengaku . Aku pon agak demand pilih lelakii sebab aku nmpak sorang ni je. tapi bila baca semua ni aku jadi redha. Jodoh memang rahsia allah . Kita kena terima semuanya. Aku dulu kononya berangan nak yg hensem, tampan, beriman, baik , kaya ( sebab terpengaruh novel) tpi sekarang aku macam ubah perception aku tentang itu. Aku jadi ermmm.. susah nak cakap yg pasti aku pun tak sempurna dan biarlah lelaki yang bakal menjadi bakal imam aku tuuu memenuhi kekurangan aku. Insyallah suatu hari nanti..

salam sayang,

Ziera Zaini