frustrated , insecure and Fed up

those are my damn feeling nowdays. I want to screaming very hard to tell people how i hate doing this. why must me. im not okey with particular condition. Dear Miss boss if you know how frustrated i am nowww.. hmmm this thing is not right. i just dont know how to express my feeling. i want to say. i dont like theseee. i dont want to understand. i dont want. I will became depress like this. i want freedom when i can make my own decision. i just hate this feeling. nothing  much i can do but at least have a consideration. i love my work but sometime i hate my work because of a simple thing but dont know how to make someone understand. :)